There's nothing wrong with being different from this world! there's nothing wrong with how differently the words you speak are!
"18 And you will feel secure, because there is hope;
you will look around and take your rest in security.
19 You will lie down, and none will make you afraid;
many will court your favor.
20 But the eyes of the wicked will fail; all way of escape will be lost to them,
and their hope is to breathe their last.”
Don't give up today, keep moving forward to the things of God, don't be afraid because God is there to keep you safe!
God is with you and you cannot be shaken because God is stronger than what the world is capable of doing to you! Keep that hope inside yourself..it is yours for the keeping! This is your day and God is with you so whom shall you fear? No one!