Everything that has happened in your life is leading you to greatness! Don't become discouraged or held back by your failures, today is the day to move forward into the calling that God has purposed for you to do! Don't even allow others to tell you that you can't do big things for God..if they do it's in your right to tell them that you ARE ABLE! And if they continue to discourage you not to follow after God, then you also have the right to walk away from them in order to pursue God's will for your life! Anyone that holds you back from God's will doesn't need to be around you..Walk away from that, raise your hands and surrender to God, because God's purpose is always the right choice..no matter what the world tries to tell you..God will always be the right choice!
I can tell you honestly that nothing that this world could ever offer you is as fulfilling as God's will for your life!
"In him we have obtained an inheritance, having been predestined according to the purpose of him who works all things according to the counsel of his will, so that we who were the first to hope in Christ might be to the praise of his glory."